Robbing the Cradle

Well Ladies,



I wasn't sure I wanted to share this thought with you but I figured why not? I share everything else.



I just turned 31 and man, I'm loving my 30's!! I have no idea why people get depressed about turning 30. I feel so liberated and competent. I don't care what other's think of me. I feel like I'm coming into my womanhood...I'm finally grown. The confidence extends into every aspect of my life, school, work, home, even the bedroom. Now, there is no trouble in the sex department but I seem to just want it more now. I have no idea why. Ok, along with that, I have been noticing how beautiful men really are. (I'm not talking their minds here) I mean the curves of their muscles and their lips, their walk and voices. Lord help me!! LOL I am a woman so enjoying eye candy shouldn't make me feel bad. I'm supposed to look. (And I only look. I do love my husband) Ok so here comes the kicker.

I never paid attention to young guys b/c quite frankly, they never interested me. Last month, I walked past Ebony magazine and Chris Brown was on the cover. I had to stop, back up and take a 2nd, 3rd and 4th look. He's like 19 or 20 (maybe) and I never noticed this kid before, but my God! His hot little body made my temperature rise. Ladies, you gotta check it out. Tell me his hot little 19 year old body isn't bangin! Damn!

If that's not bad enough, I was at my cousin's graduation party on Friday night. All her little friends were there, none of which were over 21. There was this 1 kid that was fine as hell. I think he was a freshman in college. I was keeping my cool but definitely watching his moves on the dance floor. I'm not sure if he knew I was watching but he decided to stand right next to me most of the night and it was driving me crazy!! I swear he knew he was giving me fever. My boy could certainly work it on the dance floor which just made me wonder about his talent in other areas...See what I mean. Why am I looking at young guys? I'm at least 10 years older than these kids. I mean really. I never considered myself a cradle robber.

I need someone to admit to me that they have noticed some hot young guys too. If not at least lie to me and make me feel better. Sheesh!!!